It's been a while, kinda felt like blogging a few times but i guess i didn't wanna blog from the beginning so in the end, i lost my motivation (:
Anyways i was in Jakarta for 6 days last week, and what a short-long six days it was! Six days, or 5, rather, of shopping at the craziest shopping malls and factory outlets with my mum, aunt, sisters, grandma. Really a girls' holiday i reckon (: Oh yes, not to forget the yummilicious food which eventually made me sick by the 6th day. Haha, low tolerance for too much outside food and not enough veges, apparently.
Highlights of the trip were
- when my Uncle Nick (he's the defence ambassador or smth like that stationed in Jakarta which is why we visited) he met us before baggage claim and we got to skip all the long queues and had immediate access! Still hate to wait for baggage but wth, it was bloody cool.
- the hyatt's entrace was so grand and pretty.
- the millions of Rp we had!!! (Pics later when i can be bothered) and the thick wads of cash my dad gave us at the beginning of every day
- yummy yummy seafood spread on the first night
- on one of the nights in Bandung we went to this amazing beyond amazing place up on this mountain i can't remember what it was called but we ate in these gazeeeebos on cushions with pillows and blankets and it was so cold but so nice! yes, definitely lovely. very romantic (:
- spending time with my family with no connections to singapore (but i missed everyone heaps though haha)
got back on wed night and i was still kinda sick to my stomach. it was kinda nice to msg people again but then i think it's addictive and bad (: but yes, sorta nice to be back.
thurs was an interesting day i suppose, haha, i guess we both knew it'd somehow end up the way it was back back then. it was nice to catch up though, miss it, miss it. it's nice to know that on days i'm feeling all emo and lonely i have someone to lean on - i suppose everyone needs to be held once in a while. i also know that i'll never find another someone quite like that. (:
i have come to the conclusion that you're bad for me.. i just don't understand why it's only ever been you. time and time again i try to let go and i will make the effort to move on from here. it's not fair what you're doing to me. you turned your back and walked away but i guess you never counted on me walking in the other direction too. i won't be there forever. the next time you turn around, i might be long gone. can you live with that?
i have turned into a (hopefully) full time mugger and you know what? it's the specs. seriously. they work miracles! so i shall happily mug, specs and all.
i was looking through our big AC Hocks '06 poster and it hit me smack in the face - there will never be another AC Hocks '06! I've been thinking quite a bit about hockey recently. There's this fire that's been ignited once again and i WANT the win next year. i WANT to be standing proudly on stage. i WANT to run again, i WANT to feel the pitch beneath my stick, i WANT to envision goals after goals being scored. i WANT it SO BADLY it hurts. i'm gonna be more disciplined this time too. less 'rubbish' food (haha what tastes good is always bad, apparently), less chilli, even more fruits and veges and running and my goodness, there isn't anything more that i want than to bring AC Hocks '07 onto that pitch on semi-finals day, not cheering, but playing - heart and soul and all. i want to make the J2s proud, to make dawn and xue and ms tan proud, to make the school proud. i want to show them what we've got, what we've achieved, what we're capable of conquering. Clare we're gonna "BRING EM DOWN, BRING EM DOWN" (:
And to the J2s, jiayou for your As, study hard and join us back on our conquest for championship (: hoho. i love you all and thanks for making my Adiv season such a wonderful one. All yous are my lovilies and i miss you all heaps :(
that's all for now, bio tmr. wow wow wheee.
-my heart, your hands
let me go.
